I have no hobbies. I have no talents. I don't do anything. I'm always on facebook or watching tv.
I have no friends. I put myself out there and try to make friends but I suck. I guess I'm not a likable person.
I think I'm ugly. My teeth are weird, I have thin lips, round face, circles under my eyes, big thighs, my ears stick out too far, my hair is too frizzy, I'm pale, etc..
I cry easily and have a bad temper. Bad, bad, bad!
I don't exercise. I'm terribly unfit. I'm getting fatter. Frankly i'm afraid the word 'fat' but i just don't know what to do about it.
I'm careless & forget things. A lot. Simple things.. like when writing something, I will forget how to write it, not how to spell it, but how to physically write.
Before I met Zulfo, I always feel alone, like no one wants to be around me... and it's not a good feeling.
I feel stupid for writing this now, as my life is made up of highs and lows, one moment as if i’m on top of the world, the next as worthless as a copper. I don’t know what to do.